Shameless....

I've noticed something about myself;

I'm not as good of a listener as I once was.

I used to be a really good listener, and truly I am

very interested in what people have to say....

but what I've noticed about myself lately is that

I shamelessly manipulate nearly every

conversation I am engaged in.

I know.

I'm one-of-those...

I will graciously participate in a conversation all the while

maneuvering the topic until it pertains to Nate.

It's true!

I especially enjoy conversation with people that I don't know,

because then I get to surprise them with my unexpected disclosure

and watch their faces as I gush about something

most people feel

uncomfortable discussing. I love to see their

expression change

the more I share about my son, and am amazed

at the delightful conversations that follow.

I just love Love LOVE talking about Nate.

I like to think that one conversation at a time I am helping to change

the perception many have about kids born with Ds.

I will have any conversation with anyone at any time.

I will proudly proclaim his diagnosis,

and tell all who will listen what a knuckle-head I used to be.

I used to be afraid, but I'm not anymore.

I used to think I would have to make excuses,

but I wouldn't dare make excuses for this kiddo.

I used to believe I would feel heartbroken and sad,

but the only heartbreak going on is when my heart bursts with joy.

I'm only sad when he's not in my arms.

I adore you, Natie!